Kay this officially sucks. My badminton coach is quitting for some engineering job in California. Like he had his interview in Sacramento last sunday, and then apparently they already contacted him the day RIGHT AFTER. Thats so weird... Anyway, he like didn't bother telling me or something. I was asking him if he still carried Yonex racquets (i'm thinking of buying a 2nd one) and he was like "Yeah you should get one before i leave" and i guess subconsciously i was ignoring that last part so i began asking about what types of racquets he had but then i realized and i was like waitwut? "before you leave?" and then he told me. I was like trying so hard not to cry during class. Like... we're so close, I can't believe he'd just leave everyone here (yes including his girlfriend). He is...practically me but male, very muscular, and 12(ish) years older than me. We talk exactly the same way and we're practically twins :( I'm actually so sad hes leaving. SAO UPSET D:
Why does it seem like everyone important to me leaves? I mean my friend that graduated, I use to visit him every lunch at my old school. I'd dump behind everyone at school and join him in his lunchtime so that we could chat. Hes technically not "gone" right now, nor has he really "left" but we don't ever see each other. I was supposed to meet him today actually at 12 but he "slept in" then he told me to meet him at 1:45, then after at 1:45 i text him and hes "running late" so i cant even see him at all. So bullshit. I think I'm the type of person to need someone "older" to talk to, that can be like.... my buddy or something. Not that my friends (yes i mean my REAL friends) aren't awesome, I just need a different opinion on things. I guess someone that can tell me what's "right" from "wrong". This day officially sucks. I use to look so forward to going to training every week. A lot of the time during the week i'd see things that happen or hear things and i'd think to myself "LOL i gotta tell that to him during training" Now, there wont be anymore. I dont even know if i'll continue badminton now. I mean it'll be completely different for me cuz well I played badminton for enjoyment, not competition and at my level, it'll be hard to find a coach thats willing to teach me "enjoyment badminton" and not in a competitive way. Anyway, I'll talk to you guys later. After venting i really gotta forget about my problems xP
~nyappy
